How have all my followers been? I've been down this weekend and not sure right now how to lift myself up. Sometimes I get into these mini depressions I guess. The guy that I was thinking of sending that letter to is playing games with my head.
The other night he invited me to go away for a weekend. It would just be as friends which would be fine. His BF is going as well. I made all the plans to go with them and then when I asked if I could stay with the two of them and another guy that they are staying with, he was like...Oh...I don't know if there's enough room. What the hell is that?! Then don't fucking invite me to go away with a few of you and then expect me to stay by myself somewhere else!
I went out with people from work on Friday night and went to a birthday party last night. It was fun, but I am tired of being single. It has really been getting me down lately. In case you were wondering, I am not an old troll. I'm fairly young and would live to have a partner that I loved and loved me back.
Aside from that this city seems very hard to make good friends in. My phone has not wrung at all today. I just wish I had more friends to do things with and a little more money to travel to do some exciting things. I am getting tired and bored of this small apartment that I have and not having activities to do.
Sorry to bring you down with this post. Just the way I am feeling right now. Hopefully I will be making some new posts later.
Sunday, November 09, 2008
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4 comments:
Are you getting enough vitamin D? You can get seasonal affective disorder any time of the year if you're vitamin deficient. Though really, that guy sounds like some headcase. Drop him like a stone, he is NOT good for you.
Dear Muscleblogger,
My heart aches for your sorrow. You have brought so much pleasure to me and to others through your blog that it easy for us to imagine that you are always lighthearted and witty, surrounded by good friends. That you have been badly treated by the object of your affections is sad and we regret along with you that he has been so callous. But truly you must withdraw your infatuation and move on. That must seem easy for us to say when you are still in pain, but it is the only constructive way to go. We don't know, of course, what city you live in that is so resistant to your charms, but we all wish we could be there and do something to cheer you up. The loneliness of which you speak is something we, too, experience and on occasion it is, indeed, your blog that gets us through the trough of depression. We cannot do more for you here than offer sincere sympathy, but please know that your lifting our spirits has made us love you, even though we do not actually know you and therefore would not be able to recognize you if we passed you on the sidewalk. Anyway, I know I speak for others when I say we are sorry to learn of your unhappiness and hope you will find a brighter tomorrow. Please know that your blog is much appreciated and we look forward to your new additions.
Dearest M-Blogger, this makes me so sad, but we all know that gay love sometimes works this way. Do cheer up, sweetheart, knowing that your fans are with you all the way.
My door is always open for friendship. You never know who you will click with. I've enjoyed your site. I'm sure I'd enjoy spending time with you. You can find my address on bigmuscle.com. I'm MUSL. Hope to hear from you. A BIG HUG 'til then.
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