How have all my followers been? I've been down this weekend and not sure right now how to lift myself up. Sometimes I get into these mini depressions I guess. The guy that I was thinking of sending that letter to is playing games with my head.
The other night he invited me to go away for a weekend. It would just be as friends which would be fine. His BF is going as well. I made all the plans to go with them and then when I asked if I could stay with the two of them and another guy that they are staying with, he was like...Oh...I don't know if there's enough room. What the hell is that?! Then don't fucking invite me to go away with a few of you and then expect me to stay by myself somewhere else!
I went out with people from work on Friday night and went to a birthday party last night. It was fun, but I am tired of being single. It has really been getting me down lately. In case you were wondering, I am not an old troll. I'm fairly young and would live to have a partner that I loved and loved me back.
Aside from that this city seems very hard to make good friends in. My phone has not wrung at all today. I just wish I had more friends to do things with and a little more money to travel to do some exciting things. I am getting tired and bored of this small apartment that I have and not having activities to do.
Sorry to bring you down with this post. Just the way I am feeling right now. Hopefully I will be making some new posts later.